Life is too short

Have you ever hold onto things for too long? You want to escape from it but you are afraid to let it go. It keep burden you day by day. You got stuck with it. It keeps bothering you all day and night long. You want to scream out of your lung but you feel selfless. You wanted to tell how hurts it is but you keep it close to yourself therefore no one could see it. You keep it as your secret, your own issue.

Let it go.

Recently, I keep reminding myself that life is too short to be surrounded by sorrow moments. At certain times in life, we feel disappointed, unsatisfied, sad, tortured, and all those negative vibes. Please, tell yourself this: don't you want to die happily?

I keep reminding myself about how short our life is. It's too short to even get so mad for so long. Whenever I got mad to someone, I told myself "No way. You can't stay mad long. Life is temporary. Go and fix things; your problems or whatever that bothers you". I used to get so mad with mims and I wished I didn't know him, I hoped God takes away all my memories with him, I wanted it to be erased. All of them. It is so mean. Back to my sense, it's not what it is. Told myself it won't solve that way. Sabar and be kind. God has great rewards for you. Stay a little patient. I believe that one day, all my prayers would be answered. All my dreams will come true. 

A patience.

Create your own happiness. It's within yourself. It's optional whether you want to live in happiness or sadness. I learn this from my sister. I love to see how she overcomes her sadness. She looks happy all the time! She's such an angel like our mother. They're my angels. They do feel sad sometimes, but they don't let it overtakes their temporary life. My BM teacher, Cikgu Suraya used to say this "it's okay to be sad. We have rights to feel that way but don't forget once you wake up in the morning, you gotta live your life."

Move on.

When you let things that bother you go, you are now ready to move on. Move forward to the next step. You are now a brave person in your own world. You are ready to see more and all geared up to live. 

Keep living dear brave people!

Life is too short for such temporary phase. A sad life isn't what we want to live in. Get up and keep living. Do whatever you want to do (I mean in a good way)! If you love travel, go! If you love singing, go! If  you love me, tell! hahahaha ok, out of topic. Remember one thing, if you are mad to someone you love, don't be mad for too long. It's not good for your soul. Go and fix it. Improvise yourself to a better version. Relive. 

Hit the refresh button. Be alive.

A video from Giza

It was a dream came true. I couldn't believe I had arrived in Egypt, a country that I had been dreamt of to go. Dreams do come true. Don't stop dreaming people! I thanked Almighty for this precious opportunity that happened in my life. Something that is so meaningful. 

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Carpe Diem

As I could remember about this moment, it was the moment when we decided to stroll around the Al-Azhar Park. I thought it was just a normal park. Yes, it is a common park BUT with incredible view on top of the hill! From above you can witness the Cairo citadel, Salah El Din Citadel from far. We waited for sun to set, ate pizza, got some fresh avocado juices and a very sweet desserts of 'salabia' or 'zalabia' (I'm very sorry I am not aware with the spelling). It is like a kuih, cakoi or something but coated with honey or sugar. It was really scrumptious eating when still hot. I was and am still amazed with the creation of Allah has created. SubhanaAllah. At this precious moment, I am really hope that I will be able to travel again, to see the world ; their own beauty and uniqueness of cultures and lifestyles which at the end of the day make me think good about what I have already had. From my last visit to Egypt, it made me reflect. No matter how hard life might gets, how sad you are, how you hate on something so much,don't forget to always be grateful and thankful with what you have in present. When I was in Egypt, I kept reminding myself "carpe diem.. carpe diem... Carpe Diem."

Seize the day as it would be your last day of breathing.

The photo was taken during the sunset. I am thankful with the good friends who were with me and willing to show around Cairo city on that day; Athirah, Fiza and Azim. May Allah bless each one of you with blessings abundantly.

Hello, old friend.

After 7 years of waiting, we finally met. At random occurrence, perfect timing. You bravely asked if I was the one that you were looking for. Yes. It was me. We exchanged numbers and kept in touch to each other until things happened and I lost you again, my old friend. If I ever happen to see you again, in the future perhaps, I would like to say I'm sorry because of my immature acts towards you, your feelings. I've hurt someone who was sincere enough to be my friend, good friend but I neglected it which a loss to me. I hope we can have a good long conversation about anything over roti canai and teh tarik one day. You and I, as best friends. That's better. I hope you've finally met a true soulmate who loving you unconditionally and faithfully. Hello, old friend. You know, I'm looking for you. To say that; I'm sorry, my old childhood friend.

Life

Each one of us has our very own story. Our obstacles might be different from anyone else. Every places I been to would have their own apologue. We are being tested in different ways. If some people might have a problem with their business, some people might have an issue with their spouse. From all tests we face, to Allah we shall return and seek for a help. No matter from what background we're from. When we feel down about our life, never think Allah would let us be alone. Immersing myself within the community really open my eyes wide. I observed a little new thing that not every people we meet are not dealing with hardships.We are human, we do have hard time to handle. And, as a concern society we are able to at least give a moral support or any good advices to others in return to make them at least be happy and sweep the burden on their shoulders away a bit. We need each others back. In the end of the day, we realize that we're human and it's normal to have each other and the Lord to whom we rely on everything.