A special letter to you

Dear D, 

You're precious, precious like a gold. You came into my life inevitably. You taught me valuable lessons about life. Your sudden departure somehow strengthen my weakness about losing. I found you but I lost you. Deep inside my heart, I wish you will keep doing your best for your long awaited dream. I'm here from far will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, like always. D, nothing can ever break you as long as you have Him. I believe you're in good hands. If life tires and drains you, may you be shown your home in Jannah so that any hardship is made easy on you. Strive for the best. This temporary dunya is specially made for us to equip ourselves before starting our journey to the next life.Use it wisely. Take your duty as a platform for you to get closer to Him. Find Him in anything you do. You'll be perfectly fine, D. Lastly, all the best and take care. I may no longer see you after this but you're always be my sweetest memories. Thank you, D. I owe you big time. You'll always be missed.

Yours truly,

IR.

Surviving the hateful things

"Things that you hate the most presently, might be the one that benefits you A LOT in future."

REMEMBER THAT.

I used to hate Mathematics and Physics during my high school days back then. No matter how hard I tried, I still think that I am a loser. That was long time ago. Back in future, the subjects I hated the most are the one that benefit me currently. Presently, I've becoming a tutor for Mathematics and Physics to my tuition students. What I usually do to them is helping them to go through topics that they do not understand at school. I'm not a school teacher, I am just a tutor. Like wow, look at me now! Don't take the most hated subjects back then so seriously. You might end up love it so much haha.

I hated physics, but I took a degree in physics. and I SURVIVED the torture! hahaha. Alhamdulillah for that as I passed all the subjects throughout the semesters. phew. Many people were asking don't you think it's the challenging course? Well people I guess I love challenging things in life. sigh. hahahaha.

Alhamdulillah, things I hated before has become something that give me benefits. A LOT. From that I could do some earnings for living. See, you do not underestimate what God has planned for you. It might be the one you hated now but the one that is great for you in future. People, please remember that when things do not work out or turn out as you planned, don't freak out ok. There's must be another way and better path for you to take. Always believe in God. I believe that for each struggles I am facing right now is because God has written something rewarding for me in future or maybe it's gonna be happening tomorrow! Who knows. 

*smile*

On 14th May 2016

“On 14^th I wish there are boxes of pizza full on the dining table, celebrating my birthday with the family and yes, IS.”

            I was expecting something simple with the loved ones around me. That’s more just enough. Until, good friends of mine decided to come over to my house (obviously, to surprise me!) and it was something out of my control. I didn’t expect my friends would come just to celebrate my birthday and made me feel loved and very special that night. Each one of them who came over, they are deserved a happiness in life and hereafter. InsyaAllah.

            I’m planning to write a lengthy appreciation post to express my deepest gratitude to each important people who is always be there for me; give moral supports, share a crazy laughter together and help me throughout the days either it’s a good or worse. This appreciation post goes to..

My family- especially my mother who always inspires and encourages me to be independent, adventurous and believe in myself. She never fails to make me feel good and always proud of her children. She gives good advises when I needed it the most with comforting words just to make me feel better when I went through such heart breaks. My sister plays an important role in supporting me in whatever I’m undergoing. She always believes in my capability more than myself! On my birthday, she wrote me a special note which touched my heart. I think I will share it separately for next entry. As usual my two handsome brothers are the coolest ones. Hehe. May Allah grant us Jannah and happiness in life and hereafter. I love you guys soooooooooooooo much!

My special ones- I am grateful and really thankful to have this special man in my life. May Allah bless kindest man like him and showers him with blessings every seconds, every day. You may not be perfect man ever alive, but you really complete my imperfection. Thank you for your willingness to stay with me up until today despite of the annoying-ness I have been made which really tested your patience. Thank you, and I love you so much! 

My good friends – This is the circle of friends I love to surround with. These bunch of people are my PakLi gang. That’s because we have no other places to hang around. Everytime “wey nak makan mana?” We’d always be ”PakLi la” haha because it’s easy to think about places to eat. The one and only PakLi. We definitely understand our own sarcasm when no one did. The gossips (MasyaAllah) we shared, don’t do this often ok. Not good for souls. Well, it’s not gossip it’s more about unsatisfactory occurrence which happens and makes us wanted to share them with each other. At least, we don’t feel the pain alone. I would like to express my personal deepest gratitude to AK, AA and AS who are beautiful inside and out and still be my friends until the end of my degree life journey. Wishing you two beautiful souls endless happiness. May all the dreams that you've been dreamt about become reality. InsyaAllah :)

            

I am truly sorry for taking this too long to write it all. It took TWO MONTHS!!! Crazy. I can't thank you enough as it beyond words to describe and express everything in words on how much grateful I am to have each one of them. May Allah bless them.

8th

8 years now and it's remarkable as a continuous ups and downs journey, loyalty, honesty, maturity and love.