From my personal note

Bismillah.

Few months back, I uploaded a picture with a caption "I wish my weekdays become my weekends." My life has been super hectic with work and I wish things to slow down. 

Today, is the day. This one month plus long has been the days that I wished for and never regretted about it. Alhamdulillah! 

I'm extremely excited despite my worriness about my business but I gotta see that in a positive light (that, I will be talking about some other times perhaps in shaa Allah). Yeah, I've been super excited for these days because I could do things that I've always wanted to do; staying at home and focus on my interests!

Although I can't go out or hang out with friends but still, alhamdulillah I still could tapau my favorite drinks or snacks which makes me the happiest little girl! I'm so into it guys! I don't want it to end soon. But, I need to earn some money by the way so I decided to maximize my movement restriction order days to the fullest! For that, let's be productive! 

Since Ramadan is just around the corner, I've enrolled myself to few Ramadan programs to get me on the track. Starting from 'Fahm Quran: A juz a day' class, conducting virtual learning class with the kids, off to memorisation of Juz Amma and Al-Mulk, the Quran workbook and the next, tafsir Ayatul Kursi mashaAllah I pray everything is eased ameen! I hope you’ve planned yours too. Anything you love and wish to do for the longest time and could only do it now. 

It's quite overwhelming but I'm preparing myself for Ramadan. Although the struggle is reaaaaaaaaal guys. There's days I just feel so lazy! May Allah grant me and family abundant blessings to perform our fasting in the blessed month of Ramadan. Ameen! In this unprecedented and confusing time, I personally hope that we can take a day at a time and not stressing ourself way too much. This pandemic has made me ponder upon that how small and weak I am as His servant. Deep down my heart I am hopeful that things will get as normal but in better version. This Ramadan surely is the different one but it is not an excuse for us to not striving to be better individual. 

Two days more before Ramadan. I pray that may Allah SWT make our hearts the hearts that are sincere and beloved to Him. One thing I’ve learned throughout my days, if we are happy even with the littlest things in our life, we surely gonna taste the sweetness of gratitude and contentment. May the toughest days slowly lifted and our heart filled with the conviction and Taqwa on Him, alone.