12th September

"If I've ever forgotten about you please remember that I've told you how much I admire you."

I. Admire. You.

Remember the night you picked up handful of cash which you found on the road? You picked it up, waited for few minutes for the owner but seen none then decided to put it into the mosque donation box. Honesty is the best policy right? It shows how honest you are. How can I stop loving the same guy over and over again?!

I admired you on how you being very realistic and didn't even pampered me too much. I asked about getting a psychiatrist for me but you said "alahai gediknya". I sulked for mins then thought about yes, agreed it was so gedik. Haha. Agreed with you I shouldn't be like that. You made me to move on over petty things. You made me realise there's so much other important things to think about. You made me become a realistic person instead.

You're a character of ambitious and hardworking young man who is not simply give up before struggling for your dreams. You've always do your best wholeheartedly which by it, I admire your spirit.

I'm grateful to have you. Let me be that important person in your life who witnessing your life achievement through ups and downs which at the end of the day I will tell you " I've seen your pain, strength, determination, hardworks to reach here, at this point, you've done well. I'm proud of you. Like always. Always be."

You're an incredible young man who I want to love and hold every single seconds I have. Thank you for everything. May Allah grants all of your wishes and showers you with blessings every nanoseconds of your life, love.

Lots of love,
IR.